Posted on June 17, 2017 by Beth Markel
I’ve been blogging for a couple of years now and if you don’t keep a journal of some sort, write, blog, or just have time for yourself to process everyday, you might want to think about scheduling some time. It doesn’t have to be a long time, but I find that when I write, or blog in this case, it helps me sort out what I have accomplished, what I want to work on next, and sometimes to just reflect for 10 minutes. The current work on my design wall has been a couple of months to daily process loss.
Many years ago my sister Barb bought a knife block for us, leaving one slot empty so we could shop for another knife the following Christmas. Shortly after that first Christmas she was diagnosed with Leukemia, and we never went shopping together again. It took almost 6 years for me to fill the last empty knife slot in my Wustoff block. That empty slot in the knife block was a painful, daily reminder that there weren’t going to be any more Christmas mornings with her. There is a difference between knowing someone is gone, and accepting, and it’s taken me a long time to accept her death. This quilt has been therapeutic, and while it didn’t start out that way, it’s been cathartic, too, as I’ve sifted through a life-time of memories while sewing this, laughed at some of our shenanigans I hadn’t thought of in years, and remembered the good, way more than the bad.
While this isn’t quite finished yet, it has sort of taken on a life of it’s own, and I’ll just know when it’s done. In the mean time, I’m having a good time working, processing, and finally taking the journey of letting go.
Posted on May 31, 2017 by Beth Markel
Sometimes as an artist, it’s hard to get my head around what happens in the world. The bombing in Manchester, England last week is such an event – one that causes me to pause, pray for the victims, and victim’s families. Thoughts and prayers go out to all those affected by the targeted destruction of young lives. Not just young people were affected, but those who were accompanying young family members to a fun night out at a concert were also lost. Thinking of loss in my own life, and how grief is not something you “get over” but something you learn to live with, my thoughts and prayers will continue for the families affected last week in Manchester, England.
As many of you know, I’ve been on this journey for a couple of months now, of taking a dozen “orphan” blocks and turning them into something that has become a catalyst for dealing with my sister’s death. It didn’t start out that way, as I thought I would turn these blocks into a crib quilt, have it quilted, and have another one to sell. Once I started putting them together, however, they reminded me more and more of the conversations my sister Barb and I had, and the colors were an exact match for an outfit she had that just screamed her personality.
Here is an update, as the work continues to expand…
May 26 Barb’s Quilted
Do something kind today.
Posted on May 20, 2017 by Beth Markel
So I was on vacation last week…or stay-cation, but working with tree guys taking down 2 huge locust trees in our front yard, moving plants I was trying to save, getting 20,099 steps in a single day, and getting a new cell phone, which I’m using to take more pictures. It’s been interesting! I really love technology, until it doesn’t do what I think it should do, then it’s more of a challenge than a tool. But here goes, using my new Samsung 8 to take photos.
I LOVE how this quilt is just coming along, and I’m genuinely, deep in my spirit, enjoying the process now. If you haven’t been following, this did not start out as a tribute to my sister, but it took on that mantle, and working on it has been more therapeutic than I could have possibly imaged. The quilt itself is growing (roughly 60″ now) as I add slightly larger pieces in some areas, and smaller pieces in others. We all work through grief in different ways, at different speeds, and with different out-comes, but here is the quilt in process:
Make something every day!
Posted on May 6, 2017 by Beth Markel
So I keep updating my design wall, but this week I’m expanding into the sink area because I’m doing a series of small projects and this is gel glue resist. Starting with a 10″ square pfd fabric, I free-hand drew the rooster and just starting filling in the areas with color. For these smaller projects I mix up a very small amount of the procion dyes and paint in the areas I want. After the dye dries, the gel glue gets rinsed out, and I’ll move forward.
Gel Glue resist rooster
Next, this project just keeps rolling along, but I made a lot of progress with it this week, and I really like where it’s going. For the first time, I think it may be a rather striking piece when I’m finished.
Finally, it’s been warm enough in Michigan that our tulips and daffodils are finally in full bloom – just in time for 38° and blustery. The wind and the rain actually turned some of my tulips inside-out, which, while unexpected, was quite beautiful. Who knew?
Make something every day!
Posted on April 29, 2017 by Beth Markel
Recently, there was a very lively, and somewhat vitriolic exchange on one of the art forum groups I belong to. One artist was explaining a woven piece she had created which simply read “counteract” which I personally think is open to interpretation. What do you want to counteract, or in her case, WHOM did she want to counteract? I think art could and should represent that which we feel strongly about, whether we agree with the maker or not. Isn’t the essence of art to provoke thought, emotion, or growth?
That discussion brought me full circle back to my sister’s quilt. It’s been an emotional roller-coaster, sometimes with laughter all by myself in my studio, and of course, sometimes with tears, again, all by myself. So while progress is slow, I’m just going to let it grow organically until I think it’s done.
The yellow/blue piece was another score (#Score32017) from the facebook page, “The Improv Handbook for Modern Quilters” and is based on a stack of blocks I made at my 2nd or 3rd workshop, more than a decade ago. I sliced, and randomly sewed them back together to make this little gem, which I think turned out really well. If you haven’t yet tried your hand at improve, I highly recommend it – just dip your toe in and make something small to start – placemats, a crib quilt, etc.
Posted on April 15, 2017 by Beth Markel
Last week at this time, I thought for sure this top would be finished, but I keep expanding it, thinking of conversations I had with my sister, and eventually how those conversations ended when she passed.
I’d like to yell at her for dying way too soon.
I’d like to hug her and never let go.
I’d like to have coffee with her at Bean & Leaf, talking and laughing until our faces hurt.
When she was diagnosed with leukemia, and wanted to talk on the phone, sometimes she would just call and say, “I’m here. Can you just talk and keep me company? I’m too tired to say anything, but tell me a story.” So I would launch into memories that often began with, “Remember the time we…”
There was the time we walked in the surf on Sanibel Island until we were positively cooked. To off-set our sun-burn, we painted our fingernails blue~
There was the time we hiked in Sedona and spent a 3-day weekend in the Red Rock canyons. We were hiking and came across a guy sunning himself on a rock ledge – totally naked~
There was the time we were shopping in downtown Phoenix and a thunderstorm blew through and we both dashed for cover, only to land on our butts because we were both wearing flip-flops and the water created a sort of hydro-plane!
There was the time we were shopping in the Potomac Mill Outlet Mall outside Washington, D.C., and my tennis shoes squeaked, but only until lunch where we both had burgers and daiquiris, then she bought me a new pair of tennis shoes…which lit up as I walked, and she found highly amusing~
There was the time…
Design Wall Friday 4_15_17
Posted on April 8, 2017 by Beth Markel
I’m back to working on my sister’s quilt – or tribute quilt – and it’s been a roller-coaster week. Monday would have been my mother’s 93rd birthday, and on her 63rd birthday we had cake with lots of family & friends because it occurred the same night as my sister’s wedding rehearsal and dinner afterward. I am blessed to have had such creative, strong, intelligent women role models from an early age…but there are times when I miss them dearly.
So here’s what it looks like and it will probably be finished by next Friday. As I put this together I think of all the conversations my sister and I had over the years, some at the dinner table, some in the quiet of the bedroom we shared, and some in her hospital room as she battled leukemia. She hated being sick, and was so determined to beat the disease…if only determination was the deciding factor.
Design Wall Friday 4-7-17
Posted on April 1, 2017 by Beth Markel
The last week has been crazy-busy, but before I started putting all of the left-over strips away from the last improve project, I thought I’d use up some more of my stash and sew some strips together. I’ve had a project in my head for quite a while, and I think this may be the beginning of it – this will probably not surprise anybody who has seen my work – but it involves tons of really small strips in a more organic fashion that just a grid.
So…here’s what’s on my design wall as I close up a week of sewing and looking forward to Spring, as it was snowing here yesterday morning!
Each strip is about 45″ or close to it, and I’m liking the repeat fabrics in varying widths for continuity. Not sure if I’ll keep the flying geese or not.
Make something beautiful this weekend!
Posted on March 25, 2017 by Beth Markel
I finished this improve piece this week, and love how it turned out. When doing improve, some quilters start with what they WANT their quilt to look like, which I have done in the past, and some quilters go in with a completely blank agenda and just use what’s in front of them. That was me this week! Since the challenge was to use what we had, I dug out 2 of my stash containers and came up with this. Looking at my stash bins, I could probably do this, or something similar, about a dozen times over – which I think I might tackle. The only real choices I made after the 2 elements were done (triangles are old, from a long-ago project & I made the strip string sets from what was in my stash bin) were how to put them together. After a couple of false starts, or flat-out ugly attempts, I thought I’d tie the colors together using a solid. Because of the parameters of the challenge, I did have 2 “grout” choices, brown and a dark slate blue, but found yardage at the bottom of one of my stash bins. The first piece was a large cut of snowy, bright white fabric, which completely washed out the colors of both the strips and the triangles, and the 2nd was what I used, a darkish purple/navy cherrywood. Love how this turned out!
#2017 Challenge #2, Improv Handbook for Modern Quilters
On a 2nd project I’m working on, I’m trying to find the right look/ink/pen that will write on dupioni silk. Thanks to our SAQA email thread, I’ve gotten a number of suggestions, so will try them today and post my results. I never thought I would work with silk, perhaps just because I was intimidated by stories I’ve heard about sewing it, but I backed these gorgeous silk colors, and am working with it. My initial problem was that I wanted to print, or ink-stamp, words on the silk, but everything I tried initially was running/bleeding through the porous silk fibers.
Make something beautiful today!
Posted on March 18, 2017 by Beth Markel
What’s on YOUR design wall?
Last weekend I moved all of the pieces of my sister’s quilt off to one side so I could tackle a short project from the Improv facebook group set up to go along with Sherri Wood’s Improv for the Modern Quilter book. It’s the 2nd challenge so far this year, and it calls for easy-to-follow parameters (score – like the conductor would use!).
Here is the “final” outline for our next group score, #2017score2, THE SCRAP STASH ELIMINATOR!!
LIMIT 1: Pull orphan blocks, never pieced blocks, or a pieced top (or all 3!) that you just never loved enough to finish. Chop it up, slash it, separate it, reconfigure it, overdye it, etc…manipulate it in any way you like to form the foundation of your new piece.
LIMIT 2: Use any of the fabrics from your scrap bin to develop out the rest of your design.
Any prints you use should ONLY come from your scraps.
LIMIT 3: You have the option to purchase TWO SOLIDS specifically for this project to help balance it/fill it out. THIS IS NOT REQUIRED — your scrap stash might have plenty of multiple solids to work with — just remember: if its in your scrap bin, then its fair game!
(Solids can be new yardage, thrifted garments, fabric you bartered for…whatever your own definition of “purchase” is!)
LIMIT 4: Utilize contrast “grouting” to join the more randomly shaped, or unevenly sized sections.
As with #2017score1, there is no hard start/finish date, just complete your score within 30 days of starting it to keep the momentum going.
So I randomly picked 2 stash containers, had Darling Husband pick 2 random solid fabrics, and this is what is on my design wall – the flying geese blocks were all together in a Ziploc bag in the bottom of one of the totes, along with miles and miles of strips, mostly from very wide fatbacks, 110″ or close to it, cut off of a completed project once it was quilted, but before it was bound. Some of the smaller strips were binding strips, and some were fall off pieces from other projects. Because there was a rather odd or eclectic mix of patterns, I thought the simplest thing to do would be to cut into smaller strips and create strip panels – no rules, no rulers! Not really sure where this will end up, but I’ll have it done by next week so I can get back to my sister’s quilt…tribute quilt…unfinished conversations.
#2017 Improv Challenge #2 – Stash Buster
It’s so funny – I didn’t realize there was a leftover piece from an old Stack-n-Whack quilt on the upper right hand side of the photo…oops! Guess I’ll have to cut that up and use it in this, too!